Depression part 2
With me, realizing I am in a depressed state is always more than half the battle. Once I realize it, I can generally fight my way out of it. This time it's not working so well. While I definitely feel better than I did, I'm still not out of it yet. I'm struggling to do anything. I don't want to make things. I don't want to work on my store. I don't want to work on my classes. I don't want to do a lot of things. I can't seem to find the joy in anything. I'm trying to fight through it as I know action will help kick depression, but I just don't see it working this time. Maybe I'm tired. Maybe it's this drug I'm taking. Okay, just checked and not really. Clinical studies showed people taking this had less depression than those not taking it. But it could be a contributing factor. I think some of it is that I'm just tired. Tired of this business. Tired of trying to make a success at something. Tired of banging my head against the wal