Step Away From the Cake

 After Tuesday, I have felt much, much better. I was really starting to sink into a depression and I'm glad that I figured it out and was able to deal with it. I'm not over it, but knowledge is power and I'm aware now.  Tomorrow I start taking tirzepatide which is the weight loss drug my doctor recommended. I have a doctor's appointment in the morning and I will tell her I am starting it. Then come home and take it. I've been taking the other peptides for a month and it made me feel good, I'm hoping this will really kick things into high gear. I do have to up my workouts. I have to. I know that they will help increase my energy levels, I'm just going to have to power through and get it done. I do have Friday, Saturday, and Sundays and no reason at all not to workout on those days. So I just have to do it. Starting tomorrow.  I'm going to have to call my cardiologist and have my blood pressure medicine changed. My ankles are swelling and they are getting

 I think that is what is going on with me. Let me explain......... I returned to school yesterday and I just did not want to be there. Like big time, not want to be there. Felt like I was done. Just completely and totally done. Got there this morning and it felt even worse. I did not want to be there, I did not want to teach chemistry to apathetic teenagers, no!!! I talked about it with my admin a bit and they are so supportive it's awesome. I told her I didn't want to be here and she said, let's get a sub.... Awesome. But I stuck it out and actually had a good day. At the end of the day I stopped by my admin and told her I had a good day. As we were talking I mentioned that I suffered from depression and it kind of hit me, is that what is happening? Could I be depressed? The more I thought about it, the more I think it is possible. As I look back on break week, I had some symptoms they just didn't register. At the beginning of break, I was very lazy and did not feel li