I worry too much

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 about all kinds of ridiculous things. I got some more injection stuff from my doc yesterday and I didn't get any syringes. So now I'm worried about getting syringes. Stupid. It's a different name than the one I got last time so I'm worried about that. Stupid. I haven't finished my courses and I'm worried about getting those done. Stupid. I have an order for a tablet holder that I had to remake and I'm worried it will be okay to ship. Stupid. I need to stop worrying. I need to get outside my head. I'm pretty good about keeping these things at bay, but not perfect. 

I'm sitting next to a stack of bills that I need to deal with today. I can't keep track of anything because I stopped using my planner. I'm basically a mess. I need to get my act together. I think I need to do that today. 

I didn't really have any plans for today, so I think I will deal with stuff like an adult. I'm going to go through the budget and straighten that mess out. I'm going to deal with my medical bills. I'm going to dust off my planner and get that going again. I'm going to get out my business planner and work on some of that and get planning for next year. I'm going to work through some of my courses and find a way to organize my ideas so I don't lose them. I'm going to get my sh*t organized. 

I honestly think that is my biggest problem. I feel very unorganized. So I think I will spend the day getting my act together. This room is an absolute mess. I'll spend some time getting things straightened up in here. Whenever this room is really messy I feel paralyzed. That's how I'm feeling right now. I have little space to work in and it's really driving me crazy. So time to fix that. 

Okay, I'm good. Going to workout, shower, and then walk the dog. After which I will come in here and tackle this room and my messy life. 

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