Depression????

 I think that is what is going on with me. Let me explain.........

I returned to school yesterday and I just did not want to be there. Like big time, not want to be there. Felt like I was done. Just completely and totally done. Got there this morning and it felt even worse. I did not want to be there, I did not want to teach chemistry to apathetic teenagers, no!!! I talked about it with my admin a bit and they are so supportive it's awesome. I told her I didn't want to be here and she said, let's get a sub.... Awesome. But I stuck it out and actually had a good day. At the end of the day I stopped by my admin and told her I had a good day. As we were talking I mentioned that I suffered from depression and it kind of hit me, is that what is happening? Could I be depressed? The more I thought about it, the more I think it is possible. As I look back on break week, I had some symptoms they just didn't register. At the beginning of break, I was very lazy and did not feel like doing much. I forced myself to do things, but I spent a lot of time not doing what I had planned. I didn't workout. I didn't do much of anything. I got myself motivated on Tuesday and started walking again but that was all. I did start working on projects again. I also decided to not do the craft show in a couple of weeks because the thought of making all those dog/cat items were too overwhelming. Now I'm beginning to think that there might be something else underlying this decision. Okay, with me it has always been knowing is the major part of the battle. Time to tackle this.