Step Away From the Cake

 but I need to work this through and this is always my best way to do it.  I found a passion for working out not so long ago. I should say, I rediscovered my passion for working out not so long ago. I was loving it. I was feeling good and absolutely loving my workouts. Then I got that stupid head cold and could not breathe for 2 weeks. No breathing = no working out. No working out = losing my mojo. Once I lost my mojo, I have not been able to get it back. And I want it back. I want it back really, really badly. So I need to get it back. I really, really want it. I do. But I have this little voice that keeps saying, ah, wait until school is over. No!!! I won't do that. I want to start it tomorrow. I just need to work out the timing in the mornings. I want to work out at least 3 days a week to stary. I can go tomorrow - that will be 1.. Then I can go on Wednesday - that will be 2. And I can go on Friday - that will be 3.  Okay, it just solidified in my head. I keep thinking...

 and I am so excited I can't stand it. Seriously. I am. Mentally I have already moved on and am looking at summer and how I'm going to get everything I want to done.  Things I want to do over the summer:  Start getting some orders in my store Finish Fairy tale by Stephen King Read Building Thinking Classrooms Watch the template video from Weibert Science Go through the entire Patterns Chemistry course and lay it out for next year Get the notebook set up to match the Patterns course Relax in the pool Take it easy Recharge Lots I want to do and I only have 9 weeks to do it all. Plus, we will be going to Yellowstone for 9 days in there. Yeah, as much as I want to lay around and do nothing, I'm going to be busy this summer. Of course, I can lay around and read - that's not so bad.  I also want to work out regularly. I need to go to the gym or do some cardio every single day. I got a new left controller for my Oculus and that is definitely better. I have also ordered a wo...

 another early rise. I was up at 4am today, so not as bad as last week. I do have things on my mind, specifically little purple chairs. We had to order some new tables and chairs for a room we are turning into a science room and I ordered the wrong chairs. I mean they are not horrible. They are slightly smaller than normal chairs and the room is for 6th and 7th grade science. Oh, they were supposed to be blue but they ended up purple. So yeah, that's weighing on my mind. I will need to come clean about that today to get it off my mind. It's not horrible. The room is for the lower grades and I can sit in the chair relatively comfortably. Also, we do have some extra blue chairs around that could be moved into that room for the larger students - and we do have some. Anyway, I just need to fess up and get it off my chest.  In other news, I'm really letting things get to me. I'm letting stressors build up and letting the affect me and that is really not good. So, this mornin...

 After destressing here on Wednesday, the rest of the week was pretty good. I got all the things done that I needed to get done and then some. School went well and everything is back to normal.  Mentally, I have already moved on to summer. I can't quite do that yet as I still have a few weeks of school left, but I can't help it, I'm out. I am struggling with what to do these last 2 weeks. I have something for Monday/Tuesday and possibly Wednesday/Thursday but the remaining days I just have nothing. We can't review for a week. These guys can barely review for 1 class period. I had thought of doing fun labs, but honestly, do I want to? I don't know. But I need to decide because it is here.  In other news, I have not worked out much this week because of my right shoulder. It's really been painful. I'm not sure what the heck is going on, but I think I may need to have it looked at. Also, my left controller is acting up and it makes working out really, really dif...