Step Away From the Cake

I'm the first one to admit that I don't know how to be friends with someone. At least I'm not good at it. I haven't had a lot of friends as an adult, so I really haven't had the practice. That statement makes me sad but it is what it is. That being the case, I'm never sure if my reactions to something are appropriate or not. So I'll write about it here. There is a group of 4 of us who had become pretty close, at least I thought so. We have this group chat that we all talk in and keep in touch when we can't see each other. It was all good for a long, long time but lately, things have changed and I'm not sure if I'm responding appropriately. So here's the scoop. One of the group had to leave town suddenly on Tuesday. I haven't heard from her and so yesterday I messaged the group asking if all is okay. She responded that it was crazy and that one of the other group members had the details. So that means that she has been messaging her an

have been a bit of a food frenzy. Let me explain. Thursday was the last day of school before spring break. That was fine, it was a normal day. Friday though, I was feeling a little celebratory. Had a couple of bites of pizza for lunch and jambalaya for dinner. Also, we had friends over for game night and there was alcohol. But it was super fun and I don't feel bad about it at all. Then yesterday was the Aloha Festival and I ended up eating some rice, malasadas, and beer. Again, not sorry at all it was super fun. Went with friends and had a great time. And I don't feel horrible like I thought I would. But, enough is enough. Time to get back on the horse and keep making progress. I was going to go hiking today, but it is pouring rain out there so that's out. Even a walk around the neighborhood won't be a whole lot of fun. So it may be the treadmill today for me. I went to the gym on Friday for the first time in 6 months. I did upper body and boy am I sore today. It