Seriously,
do things others do? I seriously believe there are a set of basic skills that I am missing. How do I get them? Let's talk a little. First, I have the hardest times making things a habit. There are a couple of things that I would like to do regularly - daily even - yet I forget all the time to do them. Why, why, why???? I make lists, I make habit trackers, I put things in plain view, and yet I still forget. Second, why can I not stick to things? Why do I let boredom, or tiredness, or other stupid excuses get in the way of what I want to do? Why, why, why???? Do I not want these things enough??? Third, why can I not follow through on anything? I left this blog in the middle of the post to go play some games. WTF is wrong with me?????? Okay, instead of beating myself up, which is what I want to do, I need to figure out ways around these things. It's not that I can't do these things. I can, when I have the right motivation. I just can't seem to figure out how to