In freefall

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I feel like I'm in a freefall with food. I have not been able to get a grasp on my eating these last couple of days. A large part of it has to do with the fact that Hubby is not home in the evenings. He has been working nights this week and I've been on my own. Which means no one but me knows what I eat. Now it's been a long, long time since I've eaten in secret. But that habit seems to have reared its ugly head this week. Let me take a moment and be completely accountable:
Monday: Costco hot dog and Blazin Steak
Tuesday: Don't remember but I know it was something not healthy
Wednesday: Teddy's for lunch and chocolate covered donut holes for dinner - bleh..Then a magnum ice cream..
Thursday: Egg and bread casserole for breakfast, more donut holes and salty pulled pork for dinner, and a magnum bar.
Friday: Donut and half a muffin for snack, bbq beef for lunch, an entire box of donut holes and a magnum bar.

Okay, now that I have owned what I've eaten, I'm done. I am over this freefall and I am going to grab the nearest healthy food and hang on for dear life. I'm going to Crossfit this morning and picking up some eggs on the way home. A nice hearty breakfast. I need to clean this house, I can no longer stand it. Then a nice wholesome lunch. A little school work in the afternoon and a good dinner. That is the game plan and I'm sticking to it, no matter what.

This is my motto today.

In other news, Christmas is coming... I feel like Lord Stark, winter is coming. I have been aching to play the guitar lately. I'm not good and I haven't done it in years, but I'm really feeling the need to make music. Do not ask me why, I do not know. I've been been looking at things like this: cheap novation ultranova. I probably should get a little better first, but the feeling is strong. I may have to dig out the guitar today, dust it off, and tune it up. Then spend the next month toughening up my finger tips.

Comments

Mrs W said…
I can so relate to this. I do this, too, and it's awful.

Just move on, yes? I always feel like if I can just have ONE GOOD DAY, I can move past it all!

Good for you for getting back up again. I love your blog.
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