Step Away From the Cake

For most of my life I have considered myself lazy. Honestly, I think this came from my brothers. When I was little they used to call me lazy, they used to call me a lot of things but for some reason I think that one stuck. I also have a habit of saying I'm lazy. Well, I don't want to be lazy. I want to be active and organized - I'm also not very organized. The thing about the lazy part is that I think I undermine myself. For example; I ride the bus to and from work. I ride my bike to the bus stop, then catch a bus over the hill. Okay, I have been going to a bus stop that is 4 blocks from my house. Close and convenient. That bus ride took almost an hour. I would get off and ride to work. Most days I would get to work at 7am, but there were some days that I wouldn't get there until 7:15 or 7:20. I don't like to be rushed in the mornings and if I had an 8am class, getting there at 7:20 is too close. But honestly I fell into a rut of catching that bus and getting to

Just wanted to make a short post and check in. I am trying just to get through this month and move on with my life. I know that I shouldn't wait for a specific date or event or anything like that. That I should just start now, but there is so much going on this month I just need it to be over. School ends on June 1st and I can not wait. Between now and then I need to make significant progress on my thesis, teach a unit on forensics, and make a final exam. I can not wait for this month to be over. I can not wait for this month to be over. Did I say that?