Step Away From the Cake

Whenever I decide to quit, to give up watching what I eat and just go with the flow, it never, ever, ever works out. Last Saturday I was in pain, a whole lot of pain, and decided that I was done. I was done beating my body and myself up and to just live my life. So this week I've been trying to just live. Well guess what? My pants are already getting tighter, I think I've been falling into bed in a diabetic coma, and I feel all squishy!! I am so incredibly done with this. Also, guess what I've done?? I have registered for 2 races in 2011. 2!!!! I haven't been running and I haven't been working out at all this week. So now I have an 8.25 mile race in February, a half marathon in April, and a marathon in May. WTF??? Who the hell do I think I am? A freaking runner?? I am nuts!!!! So, what does this all mean? I had better get my butt in gear. Starting early tomorrow morning it's running. Running to my strength training class. Then running home....

the ankle/foot feels much better when I don't work out. Hmmm..... what to do about that? I really don't know.... I have taken off last night and tonight from working out. My excuses? I had school stuff to do (which I did) and I wanted to let my foot heal. True or not they are excuses. While my eating hasn't been out of control, it hasn't been great. And yet my pants feel a little tighter. Is that due to not wearing pants for week or a slight gain? Hmmmm..... Over the long weekend someone vandalized the school. Well, a little. They took some name plates off some of the doors. How bizarre. Only 10 more days of school.. Woo Hoo... 10 days of teaching, 3 days of testing, then 3 weeks off...... Woo Hoo..... I have got to look into that X-box Kinect - it looks awesome..... maybe that will be my Christmas present....... Okay, that's it. Film at 11.